What happened? I told you I’d be here forever,
But the line between you and me is what you severed.
It felt as if, in your life, I had no purpose,
You even told me that the word called loved slid through the surface.
I never found out what I did wrong,
Lookin at my life to be explained by the very next love song.
I realized that you’re the one who passed me by,
And now I’m stuck here listening to bu di bu ai.
This was the first time in a night a sat alone,
Something that you wouldn’t have even known.
And now everyday I wanna ask how you been,
And there lies the problem, I wouldn’t even know where to begin.
This was game a did not wanna lose,
As I sit here screamin, “why’d I have to make you choose”
I just want everything to go back to the way it was,
Because with out you, my life stays at a pause.
I wish you could just walk back into my dreams,
Cause then I knew that me and you made the perfect team.
You were my wife, my friend, my lover,
You were the girl who left me with love to flutter.
I walk around with my soul feeling so damn numb,
I hated you but I knew that this wasn’t your problem.
I should have known that all of this was just a fallacy,
I should have known all of this since you still didn’t trust me.
The bond between us didn’t really shine,
The two words confusion and trust intertwined,
Every single night, I always asked myself “why”
I was weak, but I ponder on why I did not cry.
I’ve always loved you so much, so much,
I reached out my hand in order for my self to clutch.
Now you’re gone and you left me for eternity,
And now I’m praying to god and I asked him to “save me
