tiners.

Asian Persuasion

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Spooning

yay x carla (12:46:51 AM): i don’t know any sex positions except like missionary and doggie style

yay x carla (12:46:54 AM): ohOH

yay x carla (12:46:55 AM): hahaha

yay x carla (12:46:57 AM): i know 69

yay x carla (12:46:59 AM): ewie

a7xelectric (12:47:02 AM): cowboy.

unoulovemetina (12:47:05 AM): lmao

a7xelectric (12:47:07 AM): reverse cowboy.

unoulovemetina (12:47:08 AM): spoon.

a7xelectric (12:47:14 AM): that’s not a position, dill weed.yay x carla (12:47:16 AM): whats it called when

yay x carla (12:47:18 AM): hahahHhahahHAHAHA

unoulovemetina (12:47:24 AM): isnt it??

yay x carla (12:47:30 AM): you’re like against the wall

unoulovemetina (12:47:32 AM): nvm

a7xelectric (12:47:35 AM): spooning is just cuddling.

unoulovemetina (12:47:37 AM): verb*

yay x carla (12:47:40 AM): haha

a7xelectric (12:47:45 AM): anyway.

a7xelectric (12:47:50 AM): up against a wall how?

yay x carla (12:47:51 AM): let’s just name verbs and pretend they’re sex posititions… hahaha umm

unoulovemetina (12:47:52 AM): ahaha

yay x carla (12:47:56 AM): running!

yay x carla (12:47:58 AM): just kidding

unoulovemetina (12:48:04 AM): lol

a7xelectric (12:48:05 AM): that’d be a toughy

conversations passed midnight is so much sweeter.

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Why I write.

I write to express myself. I write because I have the freedom of speech & expression. I write to fill my head with dreams and reality. I write to show the world who I am, and who I want to be. I write to gather my chaotic thoughts of killing myself. I write to commit suicide on paper. I write to grieve over my lost to illuminate my feelings of excitement. I write to tell him I love you, because I’m to scared to say it out loud. I write to vanish the nightmares, to secure my sweet dreams. I write to start a riot, a revolution. I write to inform, deny, to approve, to object, to clarify, to identify, to persuade, & to BELIEVE. I write to share my deepest secrets. I write to improve. I write to wonder & ponder. I write because I love it. I write to imagine. I write to tell a story. I write to write a story. I write to remember. I write to forget. I write to posses the attention I desire. I write to ignore. I write to get rehab. I write to protest. I write because HE loves me. I write because it’s my ecstasy. I write because it’s a drug. I write to get high. I write to explore my train of thought. I write to write a song. I write to explode the feelings I have lingering inside. I write to bleed on the pages. I write for the trill. I write because it can’t hurt me physically. I write to starve, to feed myself. I write to get the image of my childhood away. I write to find my path in life, my destiny. I write because it’s the only thing I know how to do with out hurting someone. I write to discover myself. I write because my favorite drink is apple juice. I write because I can’t be judge on what I write. I write because I cant me judged, period. I write because it’s the only place I can truly be myself. I write to be random, to be mean, to be honest. I write to shine above the others. I write to be on top, to be #1. I write to win. I write to start something amazing. I write to finish something extraordinary. I write to original. I write to be who I am, Vietnamese and Chinese. I write to be proud. I write to be a secret agent, a detective. I write to get my imagination running. I write to make something new. I write to be an alien of thought. I write to discover dinosaurs. I write to believe in the ones around me. I write to be safe. I write for freedom. I write to defeat fear. I write to eliminate war, but to create peace. I write to die and resurrect. I write to give an opinion. I write to express my fashion senses. I. write to be different. I write to share. I write to open up. I write to be someone else besides myself. I write to be the protagonist, the antagonist, the narrator. I write because I can trip over my words without breaking my head. I write to make a difference in the world. I write to save water. I write to save memories. I write to break hearts. I write to save hearts. I write to live in a different world. I write to be closer to you. I write to communicate. I write to write a letter. I write to remember to have safe sex. I write not to have sex. I write to write a book. I write to compare & contrast. I write to fight. I write to feel. I write to believe it was meant to be. I write to Santa. I write because my love can’t be defined in any other why. I write for the joy. I write to wonder why we didn’t happen. I write to dream about “happily ever after”. I write to wish upon a star. I write to create mountains, recipes, adventures. I write to escape the pressure. I write to prove myself. I write for relief. I write to maintain control. I write because I’m in CONTROL. I write to adventure through every single opportunity. I write to be optimistic, to be negative. I write to show my brillance side, my stupid side, my child-like side. I write to do math. I write because I’m told to. I write to desire. I write to be a part of something else besides myself. I write to stay in the box, but live outside of it. I write to argue. I write to prove a point. I write to ask a question. I write to feed my curiosity. I write to think about him. I write to go places no one can go. I write to go beyond what I see. I write to be with him. I write to nosy. I write to be arrogant. I write to misbehave. I write to be a badass. I write to fly in a space ship to anywhere. I write to have super powers. I write to be creative. I write because it’s the only form of art I can do…wellI write to be sure of myself. I write to be brave. I write to give hope, receive hope. I write to GOD. I write to be Tina Kieu or Trinh Kieu. I write to survive. I write to break free. I write to make someone’s dream come true. I write to inspire. I write to be a monster. I write to be a werewolf, vampire. I write to critic. I write to understand. I write to laugh. I write to be entertained. I write because I makes me relax. I write because I need to go through school. I write because I’m forgetful. I write to for others. I write to others. I write because of others. I write to DEFINE MYSELF!

Notes

What happened? I told you I’d be here forever,
But the line between you and me is what you severed.
It felt as if, in your life, I had no purpose,
You even told me that the word called loved slid through the surface.
I never found out what I did wrong,
Lookin at my life to be explained by the very next love song.
I realized that you’re the one who passed me by,
And now I’m stuck here listening to bu di bu ai.
This was the first time in a night a sat alone,
Something that you wouldn’t have even known.
And now everyday I wanna ask how you been,
And there lies the problem, I wouldn’t even know where to begin.
This was game a did not wanna lose,
As I sit here screamin, “why’d I have to make you choose”
I just want everything to go back to the way it was,
Because with out you, my life stays at a pause.
I wish you could just walk back into my dreams,
Cause then I knew that me and you made the perfect team.
You were my wife, my friend, my lover,
You were the girl who left me with love to flutter.
I walk around with my soul feeling so damn numb,
I hated you but I knew that this wasn’t your problem.
I should have known that all of this was just a fallacy,
I should have known all of this since you still didn’t trust me.
The bond between us didn’t really shine,
The two words confusion and trust intertwined,
Every single night, I always asked myself “why”
I was weak, but I ponder on why I did not cry.
I’ve always loved you so much, so much,
I reached out my hand in order for my self to clutch.
Now you’re gone and you left me for eternity,
And now I’m praying to god and I asked him to “save me
Johnny Nguyen